{"id":1835,"date":"2018-11-29T22:21:22","date_gmt":"2018-11-30T05:21:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/tranniesintrouble.com\/wordpress\/?p=1835"},"modified":"2020-10-12T20:01:50","modified_gmt":"2020-10-13T03:01:50","slug":"dreams-of-love-and-lust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tranniesintrouble.com\/wordpress\/archives\/1835","title":{"rendered":"Dreams of Love and Lust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Talking about dreams is usually boring as hell but I&#8217;m going to do it anyway, so forgive me if this is a snooze. A couple times a year I&#8217;ll have a dream where I&#8217;ve met a mysterious woman who&#8217;s really into me, or who gives off that vibe, and whom I also find attractive. I&#8217;m almost always in &#8220;boy mode&#8221; myself though I think there have been a few exceptions. Usually it&#8217;s a scene where we&#8217;ve just met and I&#8217;m tiptoeing around my feelings, unsure of whether to own up to just how attracted I am to her. In some of them, though, the woman approaches me and her presence is intoxicating. Usually there&#8217;s nothing explicit going on but the atmosphere is highly charged. In a few of them we have been in bed in an embrace, or she&#8217;s put her hand on my cheek looking into my eyes, or my hand will be on her leg. Something big is about to happen but it hasn&#8217;t happened yet. But there&#8217;s always a feeling of, &#8220;How lucky I am to have finally met this person and to be here in this moment alone with her&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Just a week or two ago I had one of these dreams, with a woman wearing a satin blouse and shiny skirt, like in the picture below, very voluptuous, practically coming on to me. In the back of my mind I knew I&#8217;d have to tell her I&#8217;m a crossdresser and I wasn&#8217;t sure how she&#8217;d respond. I was a little worried but feeling completely swept up in the moment. Again the atmosphere was so charged and I could see her legs and her stockings through the slit in her skirt. The curves of her body pressed tight against the clothes.<\/p>\n<p>At this point I&#8217;ll usually wake up and then go, &#8220;Damn it, I&#8217;m awake!&#8221; And then the sadness hits. There&#8217;s such a feeling of connection, followed by the thought that I may never feel something like this in real life. I lie there just wanting to be dreaming again. These occasional dreams are by far the most powerful ones I have, like a brief moment when life feels perfect but, alas, they&#8217;re not real. I only hope I have one again soon. Maybe by writing about them I&#8217;ll trigger some more. Otherwise it could be another six months. It&#8217;s worth the wait&#8230;Nite Nite.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/tranniesintrouble.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/san_redblouse_09.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/tranniesintrouble.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/san_redblouse_09.jpg\" width=\"500\" hspace=\"10\" vspace=\"10\"\/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>Photo by AmberKatt<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Talking about dreams is usually boring as hell but I&#8217;m going to do it anyway, so forgive me if this is a snooze. A couple times a year I&#8217;ll have a dream where I&#8217;ve met a mysterious woman who&#8217;s really into me, or who gives off that vibe, and whom I also find attractive. 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