Last year my MySpace profile got deleted, and I dragged my heels in re-posting a new one, mainly because I’ve never been that fond of MySpace. I did finally post a new one the other day, though. The thing that always intrigues me are the profiles you occasionally find from young “real” genetic girls who say that they’re into bondage. At heart I’m a bottom and often fantasize about bondage and kidnapping at the hands of a guy, but of course something about these “real” girls really gets to me.

I saw one recently from a girl who’s in California, very young and cute, with an interest in bondage. When I see these, it’s like, “I must meet her.” Of course, I always wonder if it’s just some guy who found a picture of a pretty girl and who’s pretending to be her. Sometimes, also, they only have one or two pictures, and very little information in the profile to go on, so you really wonder. But the imagination spins its little fantasies, sometimes to the point of being distracting. I’ll want to focus on other things, but will log on a couple times a day to see if there are any new pictures or clues from the mysterious object of desire.

I remember last year on MySpace there was a cute genetic girl into bondage (should that be ‘cggib’?) who really got to me. She also had this fantasy of being tied up by a crossdresser, which seemed just perfect. Of course, she lived far away and apparently had an on-again off-again relationship with a boyfriend. But, oh my, I would find myself just looking at her picture and wondering if there was any way I could possibly meet her – and at the same time nervous about the possibility, and about whether it would just open up new relationship entanglements if I did – or if she might turn out to be completely mad.