I had a fun time the other night hanging out with my good friend Delilah and watching this crazy horror movie called “American Mary,” about a sexy young medical student named, well, Mary, played by Katherine Isabelle, who gets involved in performing underground surgeries and weird body modifications to help pay her mounting debts – the girl definitely has some mental problems too, or at the very least a severe personality disorder. This thing is really twisted and sick, with a couple scenes in particular of medical torture that are truly disturbing and awful to watch. But the clothes she wears – OMG! She’s always wearing skirts and high heels, or lingerie, performing surgery in five inch pumps and basically looks like a killer dominatrix – she’s hot! The only scene of actual (weak) bondage is in that torture scene and it’s NOT sexy, just horrible, but I still enjoyed the weirdness and sexiness of the film in general. The ending though is also weak; it’s one of those movies that has a fantastic set-up and premise and then just seems to run out of ideas and feels like it has this confusing violent climax that was just cobbled together to wrap things up. So it’s not a great film, by any stretch, but if you like horror and you like the sexy outfits on the actress, who is indeed very good in her twisted role, it’s definitely fun and worth a watch. She has great bangs too! ;-)

I’ve been playing catch-up since I got back from the east coast but it turned out to be quite an adventure. There were some plane and train delays but I finally made it back east, where I met a lot of nice and cool people. First I was in Rochester and spent the first day kidnapped in David Iron’s garage. We’ve been talking online for years and it was really exciting to finally find myself in the same place that I’ve seen in lots of his photos. The duct tape bondage below in the white dress was out of this world and felt so completely helpless. He played it up as though he were really kidnapping me and had me taped up like that within minutes. Then the next day after recovering, I got to shoot with Sara Jensen – in the bizarre stockade below – who was a lot of fun and completely up for being put through the ringer (always love that!)

After a long delay getting down to NYC on the Amtrak trip from hell I finally got to meet up with Ada Black, who’s super cute and made a nice young damsel trapped in her hotel room while her crazy aunt (guess who?) prepared to go into the city on vacation. Ada was a good sport and played along nicely and we got some really cute glamour shots too. Then after a much-needed good night’s sleep, I got to shoot with Ashley A., who was really cool and who very generously met up with me later that night in the city and showed me around. This was my first time dressing up and going out in NYC and everything went just fine. I was staying in New Jersey but had no problems riding the PATH train over to Manhattan, where we checked out some clubs, including Ashley’s favorite bar, The Bourgeois Pig, which was very relaxing and a really nice way to end the evening. Yeah, I’d had a couple drinks in that one shot below with Ashley ;-) We also hit the tasty waffle truck (Yum!) in Greenwich Village after stopping by the Stonewall Inn.

Another shoot that I was planning unfortunately fell through but I did finally get to meet up with Amanda Bound, another nice gurl with whom I’ve emailed off and on for years. Amanda also likes it strict and we did a couple nice scenes with some intense breath restriction, tight duct tape gags, and cable ties, nicely working her over. It was a really enjoyable evening and Amanda finally drifted off in bondage while I was straightening up the gear and putting the lights away, a nice way to end the shoot. I did get to go into the city one more time, this time in daylight and just in boy mode, but I did stop by Times Square to check out the cool Houdini exhibit at a local magic shop and also saw Manhattan’s little-known 6 1/2 Avenue (really just a shortcut pedestrian walkway in midtown that runs for several blocks but the signs are kind of cool.) I also took some snapshots of the signage in Times Square (Barbie!) and noticed this series of New York / Paris / London prints, with drawings of the kind of fantasy sophisticated young woman that a crossdresser dreams of being (of course, there are plenty of “real” women who’d like to be her too!)

I always find New York City a fascinating place though have to admit I was happy to be back in L.A. by the end of it. NYC is great but can be such a hassle just trying to maneuver and get around, and the crush of people can get a little overwhelming after a few days. L.A. can have its own hassles with the traffic and congestion but is almost easy compared to the Big Apple. Amazing city though and always worth a visit, especially if lots of bondage is involved :-)

Wow, it’s been a busy week getting ready for my upcoming New York trip. I’m going to be shooting a lot for about a week and a half and should be meeting lots of new people and should have some cute new gurls on the website when I get back. I probably over-booked things so I’m just going to take it as the adventure that it is and try to roll with whatever happens. I’ll be starting out up near Rochester and then taking the train down to New York City, which I haven’t visited since my sessions with Mr. K. way back in 2006! So I’m really excited to see the city again, and am definitely planning to get into Manhattan next weekend, hopefully more than once. It’s an intense and challenging place, of course, but I’ve always enjoyed the energy when I’ve been able to spend time there…Wish me luck, always fun to travel and always nice to come back home when it finally winds down! :-)

(I recently heard from Sybil and she very graciously offered to write up a little report on her recent visit to FetishCon in Tampa. It sounds like it was another really fun time and I’m sorry I couldn’t be there this year to share in the adventures and to hear your presentation – way to go, girl! For anyone who hasn’t been, FetishCon is definitely worth the cost and effort, and if you’re a CD it’s a great chance to dress for days at a time. Thanks so much, Sybil!)

Hi ladies and admirers, and thanks to Sandra for the opportunity to tell stories and post pictures out here on the best tranny bondage site anywhere in existence!!

I thought I’d post a report from FetishCon last month, especially since Sandra had a conflict with the dates and wasn’t able to join us this year. Can’t believe it’s been over for 3+ weeks already! FetishCon is a place where a gurl can go and fit right in – if you’re looking for a place to be yourself, it doesn’t get much better than this.

There were some changes at FetishCon this year, including a new red carpet photo opportunity, which was on the 2nd floor of the Hilton in downtown Tampa, right outside the ballrooms where the main show is held and the classes are taught. (This hotel was a Hyatt for a number of years before the Hilton company bought them out recently) The red carpet was fun and gave everyone an opportunity to be sexy, campy or just plain silly in front of a nice FetCon backdrop. Included here is one on the carpet with Jean Bardot and her slave, The Jeffrey, all of us rubbered out – they posted all the pics on the FetCon Tumblr site.

I offered to teach a crossdressing class at the event this year, something I hadn’t done for a couple years at FetCon. And we had a very nice turnout – everyone was super and there was plenty of interaction, with gurls throwing tips around for each other, which is what I’d hoped for! (Included is a picture with one of the class attendees, Jessica, who describes herself as a “translesbian” – I love that term!) For this class I did a series of transformation photos the morning before the class, showing how I went from boy mode to Sybil. I included a photo of the before/after here, but had to add a few dots to my boy pic to protect my secret identity

I did manage to get into a little trouble in Tampa! I spent some time with Master Allen from AlsGalsinBondage.com, doing mummification and pantyhose encasement scenes. We used a luggage cart for the encasement scene – it was my first time being encased in pantyhose and first time being made into luggage as well! Master Allen has shot often with Sandra, so we had a lot to chat about. Another spot of trouble happened when I was kidnapped by The Jeffrey in my room and was held for a ransom of Oreo cookies. Fortunately for me, nobody paid the ransom and I was left inescapably tied for at least two hours, probably closer to three. Jeffrey started with the bondage you see in the picture with me on the bed, and eventually made a tight hogtie out of that. The pic is from The Jeffrey’s phone – he was texting it to all potential ransom payers!

The last little bit of trouble was being part of the Sunday night performance at the FetishCon Ball with Jean. We did a crazy little routine in military-look latex, with me getting bound to a table and paddled for hijacking Mistress Jean’s foxtail butt plug. Jean hit me really hard on the stage – I was a little surprised and when I was yelling, I meant it! Actually, sometimes Sandra whacks me pretty good, too…I guess Jean and Sandra are just artists looking for authenticity, eh? In addition to a picture from the performance, there is also a pic from backstage before the performance – Jean and me with the Reverend B. Dangerous and The Jeffrey (in bimbo mode again).

All these stories are fun, but the best part of FetishCon for me is getting to see and hang out with so many good friends at this event. Making new friends is also fabulous, and it is so easy with so many interesting people who attend this event. Will certainly be back next year! Thanks so much for reading this if you’re still with me!! Xoxo, Sybil

It’s been busy as ever here lately and can’t believe we’re already heading into September. I’ve got some more travel coming up, a few days in Colorado, and then finally in about a month a visit back to the east coast to do some shooting near Rochester and New York City. I haven’t been to the city since I shot with Mr. K. back in 2006 so it’ll be great to see it again. I’ll be staying across the river in Jersey but plan to get into the city at least once or twice…I always feel horny when I travel and I suspect this time in New York will be no different ;-) Anyway, hope to have some new models and nice new pictures in early October. More to come, I’m sure…

I first heard of supermodel Andreja Pejic sometime last year when she was still presenting as a spectacular androgynous male model, modeling both women’s and men’s clothes (and still going by Andrej). I was totally blown away and in awe and recall in an interview how much work it took to polish the incredible look that she presented, meticulously watching her diet and exercise. Recently though she’s been in the news after coming out as transgender, and there’s a nice Entertainment Tonight video if you scroll down to the bottom of this write-up about the Australian model of Bosnian ethnicity. And OMG, she sounds just as incredible as she looks and wears a super-cute outfit in the ET video, which also mentions trans actress Laverne Cox from the Netflix show “Orange is the New Black.” Andeja also appeared in a recent David Bowie video. It’s great to see such high-profile trans people. The world needs more like them!

My friend Christelle from France just sent me a few more pictures from the recent visit in Paris, including some amusing ones. After a nice dinner at our favorite bistro, Christelle, Krystle, our friend Charly and I headed out again and snapped some shots on the famous Champs-Élysées. We got nicely photobombed (I loved that guy!) and to my surprise it turns out that Charly did snap a picture of the teenage girl who couldn’t stop laughing at us, whom I mentioned in the earlier blog post below. I don’t remember her being this tiny, so I’m a bit shocked (I swear, officer, she really was 18!) but she did have a boyfriend with her and is hiding her face in the picture, so here you go. It was a really hilarious moment to see her carrying on like this – kudos to Christelle for getting her to come over and stand with us, even if just for a second before she ran off again! It was a wild night and afterward we had a drive through the unknown streets back to our hotel after a long day of dressing and sight seeing. I wanna go back!

The trip to BoundCon and Paris with my friend Krystle was incredible! We met so many nice people, made some great new friends and had a fantastic time. I’d never been to Europe till now but this trip certainly made up for it and threw me completely out of my comfort zone, but in a very good way. The jet lag in Munich was tough the first day but we motored through it and forced ourselves to get onto the new schedule as quickly as we could and in a couple days we were fine. Munich is a very pretty town, smaller than I expected, and everyone was very friendly. Krystle speaks some German, which helped a lot, but I felt like a bit of a jerk because I basically only know “I’m sorry, I don’t speak German” and “Thank you.” It was still surprisingly easy to get by though as so many Germans speak some English and many people are fluent, though they often deny it. Krystle shook her head over the comments of some speakers, “Oh, my English is so bad. How do you say…uh, “multifaceted?” ;-)

After some sightseeing, BoundCon itself was a blast. We made some great new friends, including the very fun Marie Lissandro and the very skilled RopeMasterFrank, with whom I’ve emailed off and on for years and who was a true gentleman. Later we got to hang out with Katja (who has the very large breasts in the pictures below) and Daniela von L (with the red cane below), who were both a lot of fun. We met lots of other people including Mandy from Berlin (black and white and glasses) at the Meet N Greet, Renee the Bondage Crossdresser who was very nice, and a nice photographer named John from the UK, who took a few of the pictures below. Some of these were taken on an iPod and some on a point-and-shoot but John had a full-frame Canon, so the really sharp ones are probably his! Of course, I had to get another picture with the lovely Sandra Silvers – always great to see her at these bondage events. There were also quite a few random ladies walking around tied up and some great stage shows, and our new friend from the Netherlands (I believe) who transforms into an amazing Victorian lady.

Sub Rosa Dictum Official Party at Kesselhaus

My friend Krystle really wanted to go to the official off-site BoundCon party on Saturday night put on by Sub Rosa Dictum, (party photos here). I didn’t really have much expectation either way and just said, “Sure, that’s fine,” but it turned out to be one of the highlights of the weekend. This thing was crazy! We have some nice events here in Los Angeles but this was like on another planet! It was so kinky and full of latex and rubber everywhere you looked, a huge crowd of maybe 400 or 500 people and just a crazy decadent vibe, definitely the best party I’ve ever been to. The medical latex performance by fetish model Anna Rose (pictured below from her Twitter feed, photo by Heinrich Schimmer) was incredibly sexy.

Marie Lissandro and Daniela and some other friends hung out with us and Marie turned us onto a fantastic drink popular in Southern Germany and Northern Italy called a Hugo, made with sparking white wine and elderflower syrup. I have no idea what that is but it was like drinking liquid candy and then after a couple of those we were feeling Very Relaxed! At one point I found myself strapped to a cross and being felt up by two complete strangers. The guy in the full latex outfit and hood was fun and creepy in a good way but the other guy was, well, just creepy and became a little too familiar, but it was still okay as my friends were looking out for me and letting it go just to the point of almost too much. Later we met a fun German dominatrix and her female submissive and everyone was very friendly and completely cool with the language differences. I loved Germany and BoundCon and hope to go back again!

Off to Paris

The weekend in Germany flew by and in no time we were on a train to France where we pulled into Paris in the late afternoon. I took several years of French in school but still feel like a rank beginner, especially when Parisians would speak to me and I’d have that deer-in-the-headlights look. But I was able to communicate with the cab drivers and could usually order in restaurants till they finally took pity on me and switched to English, which happened a lot. The nice people at our hotel, in a non-touristy area, didn’t speak much English though so that was great practice forcing me to communicate as best I could.

Paris is definitely more of a bustling city than Munich, with the good and bad that goes with that, an energy and excitement but also occasionally that edge of aggression that you find in big cities, similar to being in New York, or L.A. for that matter. But the people we met were fantastic and very friendly. After our first night enjoying some Couscous and a bottle of wine, we finally met our new friend Christelle with whom I’ve emailed for years. Christelle is lovely and the nicest person you could meet and we had a delightful time, hitting it off right away. She directed us to the perfect tranny neighborhood, a very friendly hotel near the main tranny club and down the street from the Café Marcel where we ate several meals, including dressed up a couple times. It was extremely welcoming, very gay and trans friendly, fantastic food and drinks and although everything was “super” it didn’t break the bank either.

Later Christelle took us out shopping at Angel Modes just down the street, a fun little shop catering to CDs and trans girls and run by a famous seventy-year old “grande dame” who was very kind. Of course, we also had to fit in some bondage back at the hotel, where appropriately some of the scenes from the movie “Taken” were filmed. And that evening Christelle generously arranged for us to be driven around the city along with her friend Monsieur Charly, who was also a total gentleman. It was crazy hopping out and snapping pictures in front of all these famous landmarks. Much later we found ourselves on the famous Champs Élysées where a teenage girl with her boyfriend couldn’t stop laughing her ass off over the two trannies on the avenue. I actually found it a lot of fun blowing her mind, and hey, I’ve always enjoyed a little bit of humiliation anyway as anyone who’s read my stories knows. I think the sight of us was just so outside the norm that she didn’t know how to react, but yes, she was definitely laughing AT us too, which was fine ;-) Christelle was cool headed and got her to come over for a snapshot but sadly her boyfriend took it on his cell phone so I don’t have a copy. Then she hurried off still laughing and carrying on.

Christelle was only with us for one day but we had a truly memorable time and I hope we can do it again. The next day after recovering, Krystle and I took an afternoon trip to see Jim Morrison’s grave at Père Lachaise cemetery. I’ve been a fan for years so it was very moving to make the pilgrimage to see the Lizard King. Then it was time to dress again and go off to the famous Maison du Travesti, which we were able to walk to as it was only a couple blocks from the hotel, and we had a fun evening meeting people and drinking yet more wine. Appropriately it’s located on the Rue des Dames (or “Ladies’ Street”), a small little club but very friendly, and apparently it’s the main CD / trans club in Paris, more a private get-together than a loud nightclub. We did find out that there was a room downstairs for more “private” kinds of play, and I think you could get into quite a bit of trouble down there if you were so inclined. We checked it out but opted to stay upstairs this time, having gotten a little groped within minutes ;-) We were pretty tipsy by the end of the evening and stumbled back to our hotel with the party still going strong…

The trip went by so fast and had so many memories, truly an amazing time. In no time at all we were at the Paris airport and back to the states. Like a fool I timed my return to be right on the same day as the TEASE party. I made it through the night with a bad case of jet lag but it was totally worth it!

I’ve been so behind on email once again, about as bad as it’s ever been, so if you’ve been waiting to hear from me that’s all it is. I know some messages will probably fall through the cracks, which I hate, but it reaches a level of overload where I find my brain just shutting down and saying, “I’ll deal with it later.” Actually one of the best places for me to stay in touch with people is on Twitter. If only all email were limited to 140 characters! Then I’d be caught up!

And you know, email really does seem like an archaic means of communication nowadays. It’s great for the details of setting up a shoot or dealing with specific actions and events but just for chatting and keeping in touch – it really does feel like something from the 90s. Some days I just can’t do it and I click on close and go back to editing pictures or, more likely, replying to email on Facebook, which has to be the lowest rung on the email foodchain, with lots of “How’s it going?” and “I’d like to get to know you better” from someone with a blank profile usually…So guess I still haven’t figured out how to deal with the constant inbox overload…Anyway, thanks for listening to my venting and it won’t get any better while I’m over at BoundCon; I’m sure of that! ;-)